Monday, October 24, 2011

Butterflies

Caterpillars are not so pretty;
But they evolve into beautiful butterflies.
Does this mean that every thing must start out ugly
And eventually, end up beautiful?

They say, “Every thing has a beginning and an end”
Does this mean that life is a butterfly?
Does this mean that we will always start out ugly,
But eventually end up beautiful?

They say “it has to get worse, before it gets better”
Does this mean we have to embrace the ugly?
Does this mean we have to scar ourselves but hope that;
We will eventually end up beautiful?

What if we crush the caterpillars,
Long before they can ever evolve to become a butterfly?
Does this mean we will remain forever ugly,
And never get the chance to end up beautiful?

But what if my life is a constant caterpillar?
What if there’s no hope of ever evolving into a butterfly?
Does this mean that my life is set at “unpretty”
And can never be reset to “pretty”?

Regardless of whatever is
I will always dream that
like a butterfly,
I’ll always start out ugly
But eventually end up beautiful…

Sunday, October 23, 2011

Borrowed lyrics in my song


Whenever i feel low
when my heart aches
I feel better when i hear from you
♪♫ Your love is my drug ♫♪

When i'm with you everything makes sense
you take me on an emotional high
♪♫ When i see you ♫♪

When my whole world seems like it's crushing down
I never know what to do cus i'm definately
♪♫ Lost without you ♫♪

Sometimes i may seem not to believe you
when you say you'll be around forever.
But see, that's my problem
♪♫ Trust ♫♪

Even though trust can sometimes be a problem
I don't seem to doubt you when you say
"you're amazing"...
♪♫ Just the way you are ♫♪

Whenever we fight and you upset me
When we both think we're right and won't hear each other out
My feelings towards this long distance relationship is..
♪♫ Bittersweet ♫♪

But at the end of it all
When i think about the life  i have with you
i wouldn't trade it in for anything
cus i got a...
♪♫ Pocket full of sunshine ♫♪

Another You

Slowly you have become my life and every thing i am
i did not plan for this but it just happened
you had to wait to be indispensable to make me realize 
that life is full of other things besides you!
Am i ever gonna get over the thought of you?
Is there another you? 
or is there only one you!

My life is filled with questions
that only you can answer
i'm supposed to have a 1000 pieces to my puzzle
but a good chunk is missing
only you can give me the answers
only you have the missing pieces
Am i ever gonna be independent of you?
is there another you?
or is there only one you!

Don't get me wrong i tried
when it was too much to bare i even lied
when my efforts seemed not to matter i cried
but you always think i'm being ridiculous!
Am i ever gonna get the response i need from you?
is there another you?
or is there only one you!

So now you ask
what am i gonna do with another you?
if i soo much need a change, then why another you?
well i'll tell you!
you are my life
you are the answers to my questions
you are the missing pieces to my puzzle
you are my motivation to keep trying
you are the one that makes me smile when i cry
So yes, i may forever be glued to you
cus there's no other you.
Yes, there's only one you!