Monday, December 3, 2012

Everest


I managed to climb Everest
As crazy as it may seem I really did.
I won’t lie it was one of the toughest & hardest things to do
But I was convinced that I needed to; that I had no choice.
Halfway up the Everest I paused,
And wondered why I decided to put myself through this torture
And then I remembered.
The main reason for climbing Everest
Was to stand up there at the top,
Spread my arms wide and let the wind blow against me,
Scream at the top of my lungs to let it all out,
Close my eyes and move towards the edge,
And just let myself drop into the arms of gravity.
Just as gravity was about to pull me to its embrace,
I felt a force that worked against gravity.
There was something wrong here;
I was supposed to fall off Everest into the arms of gravity,
That was the plan!
Instead, I was being pulled away from gravity.
I wanted to open my eyes to see what was going on, but I wouldn’t dare.
I felt so much warmth like a tight embrace
And I thought to myself; that’s weird,
How could it be this warm up here, where it’s supposed to be freezing cold?
I was enjoying this warmth but was scared to open my eyes.
I had no idea what pulled me from the grip of gravity
I had no idea what embraced me with so much warmth
Would they disappear if I opened my eyes?
I was scared to but I opened my eyes anyway.
To my surprise, it was you.
You had been there all along.
You climbed Everest with me and I didn’t notice.
You were there every rocky climb of the way and I still didn’t notice.
You noticed that gravity was urging me on to join him beneath the Everest,
But I still never noticed you there.
You were very warm when it was freezing at the top of the Everest,
But I never noticed you.
When I opened my eyes, I noticed it was you,
I noticed that it has always been you.
Suddenly the top of the Everest was as beautiful as it was supposed to be.
Everything beneath and above me looked even lovelier.
I found all I had been searching for in you
At the top of the Everest.